A Glimpse Through Green Eyes

Two more days until school starts. I'm happy, but at the same time, I want one more week of summer. lol. Ah well, my chemistry class sounds interesting...a mix of different people. I made a bag:D it actually looks good too. I have to find a way to personalize it though, just incase.

I find it funny how mothers assume that if a teenage gurl hangs out with a teenage guy, there must be something going on. I went to my my friend's house last night, and when she picks me up, not even 5 minutes after she says " so is he your new flame, or are you two just friends?". My Dad and her got into a tiny convo about why she wants to know and how she's nosy. Her explanation was because I'm under 16 (just barely...) and if I'm having wild passionate sex (her exact words..) that she should/wants to know about it. I just laughed, like I'd tell her if I was anyways. That would be one of the most uncomfortable conversations ever.

I'm happier today. Score for me! I played lawn darts and a whole lot of You Don't Know Jack. Awesome trivia game about randomness.

I'm phsyched (is that how you spell it?) for this year. I don't know what I'm going to do yet...maybe get another job since I quit my other one? I don't know...but get involved in something for sure. I should start a countdown until I go to Europe...if only I knew the day I'm leaving.

Boredom prevails!





isn't he cute?

Song Spotlight: Only Hope - Mandy Moore

There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again.
I awake in the infinite cold,
But you sing to me over and over and over again.

So I lay my head back down,
And I lift my hands and pray,
to be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now, you're my only hope.

Sing to me the song of the stars,
of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again
When if feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.

Such a good song. It's my song of the day:) most definetly.

I'm going to see "step up" sometime this week:D it looks so good.

Lately, I have been in the mood to write, or do something creative. However, I have no inspiration. I think that's my problem lately, I have no motives, sadly, they've all been overcome by boredom.

I need to find some way to retrieve my imagination, and my use of words. I blank out so much lately, it is truely pathetic. I can't wait for english class. lol. I know I'm sad.

So, I have alot of thoughts running through my mind lately, a mixture of emotions behind them all. To get my mind off of it, I took a test on tickle.com? I don't remember the site...it used to be Emode. Anyways, It just made my day.

Come on out of your shell — in your former life you were a turtle name Gifford. The details are a bit sketchy, but we do have a brief summary based on public records: You were born in a small pond beside a saloon. Despite having an exceptionally athletic father, you seemed to prefer sunbathing and mud baths to more active pursuits. Contrary to the rumor, your favorite color was never green, but actually blue. Few people knew that you were a talented poet because most of your work was destroyed during a flash flood that swept away not only your library, but your entire community. Fortunately you had the pluck to survive, settle down, make some eggs, and live happily ever after with your wife Melinda and your 20 offspring.

Got bored...went to a name generator website. Here are the results.

Real Japanese Name:

My japanese name is 長谷川 Hasegawa (long valley river) 三千代 Michiyo (three thousand generations).
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Here is a new name to call your penis. Or someone else's if you don't have your own.

My penis's new name is Ethel Merman the Cybernetic Space Invader.
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Created with Rum and Monkey's Name Generator Generator.

My Very British Name:

My very British name is Margaret Chamberlain.
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The "If Your Name Was An Emo Song... Generator Thingy"

My insanely stupid emo name is break my sanity because I want to believe in us.
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Created with Rum and Monkey's Name Generator Generator.

Dragon Name Generator:

My dragon name is Matgar the Evil one (Black Dragon).
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What your friends would really like to call you.

My My friends would really like to call me: is monty python.
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(yeah right!!)

Reveal Your Ridden Harry-Pottery Patronus:

My Your patronus is: is Persian Cat.
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Created with Rum and Monkey's Name Generator Generator.

That's kind of scary, and makes me laugh..considering I've been compared to a cat by a person or two.

The "totally gay nickname Carl would give you" Name Generator:

My totally gay, Carlian nickname is Monster glorious Emperor of cheese.
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haha!! Cheese...awesome!

New Identity:

My New Identity is Tammers Traggledorf.
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Dysfunctional Office Supply:

My Dysfunctional Office Supply is The Jammed Copy Machiene!.
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Created with Rum and Monkey's Name Generator Generator.

I'm jealous...Leaf got Broken Paperclip. that's so much more original.

Fruit anyone?

My o_O? is Mango.
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The Superhero Name Generator:

My Superhero Name is Amazon Vixen.
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Animal Kind:

My I'm a is Green monkey.
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Polka Musician Name Generator:

My polka name is Little Dancing Dame.
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not too creative..but hey..never hurts.

The Bacterial Name Generator:

My bacterium classification is Megamonas Methanobrevibacter.
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The Unbeleivably Long "What My Name Should Be If My Parents Could Name Me Right" Name Generator:

My Long Name is Ferrari Antigone Madonna Aisling Mia Laroo.
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Totally Evil Lord of Destruction Name Generator:

My Totally Evil Lord of Destruction Name is The Omnipotent Manipulator of Elevator Music.
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more randomness:)

What is your super ghetto street name?

My super ghetto street name is Shanigua Mcgee.
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The Horribly Tacky Pick-up Line Generator:

My Horribly Tacky Pick-up Line is Hi! You look like Michael Jackson! I'd like to sell your ass. If you need a job and you're good at pleasuring men, meet me behind the abandoned slaughterhouse at midnight and I'll tie you up! But I can't guarantee anything sexual! How much money do you have?.
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so horrible..it had to be posted!

The Scottish Name Generator:

My Brand Spanking New Scottish Name is Delaney.
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Well, I think that is enough for one day. lol. I just learned a little about the Flying Spaghetti Monster...very odd. The commandments (referred to as "the eight I really rather you didn'ts" are very long...I can't imagine trying to memorize them.

1. I'd Really Rather You Didn't Act Like a Sanctimonious Holier-Than-Thou Ass When Describing My Noodly Goodness. If Some People Don't Believe In Me, That's Okay. Really, I'm Not That Vain. Besides, This Isn't About Them So Don't Change The Subject.
2. I'd Really Rather You Didn't Use My Existence As A Means To Oppress, Subjugate, Punish, Eviscerate, And/Or, You Know, Be Mean To Others. I Don't Require Sacrifices, And Purity Is For Drinking Water, Not People.
3. I'd Really Rather You Didn't Judge People For The Way They Look, Or How They Dress, Or The Way They Talk, Or, Well, Just Play Nice, Okay? Oh, And Get This In Your Thick Heads: Woman = Person. Man = Person. Samey - Samey. One Is Not Better Than The Other, Unless We're Talking About Fashion And I'm Sorry, But I Gave That To Women And Some Guys Who Know The Difference Between Teal and Fuchsia.
4. I'd Really Rather You Didn't Indulge In Conduct That Offends Yourself, Or Your Willing, Consenting Partner Of Legal Age AND Mental Maturity. As For Anyone Who Might Object, I Think The Expression Is Go Fuck Yourself, Unless They Find That Offensive In Which Case They Can Turn Off the TV For Once And Go For A Walk For A Change.
5. I'd Really Rather You Didn't Challenge The Bigoted, Misogynist, Hateful Ideas Of Others On An Empty Stomach. Eat, Then Go After The Bastard.
6. I'd Really Rather You Didn't Build Multimillion-Dollar Churches/Temples/Mosques/Shrines To My Noodly Goodness When The Money Could Be Better Spent (Take Your Pick):
1. Ending Poverty
2. Curing Diseases
3. Living In Peace, Loving With Passion, And Lowering The Cost Of Cable
I Might be a Complex-Carbohydrate Omniscient Being, But I Enjoy The Simple Things In Life. I Ought To Know. I AM the Creator.
7. I'd Really Rather You Didn't Go Around Telling People I Talk To You. You're Not That Interesting. Get Over Yourself. And I Told You To Love Your Fellow Man, Can't You Take A Hint?
8. I'd Really Rather You Didn't Do Unto Others As You Would Have Them Do Unto You If You Are Into, Um, Stuff That Uses A Lot of Leather/Lubricant/Las Vegas. If the Other Person Is Into It, However (Pursuant To #4), Then Have At It, Take Pictures, And For The Love Of Mike, Wear a CONDOM! Honestly, It's A Piece of Rubber. If I Didn't Want It To Feel Good When You Did It I Would Have Added Spikes, Or Something.

     Song Spotlight: Johnny Cash - If You Could Read My Mind Love

     If you could read my mind love, what a tale my thoughts could tell.
     Just like an old time movie, 'bout a ghost from a wishing well.
     In a castle dark or a fortress strong, with chains upon my feet.
     You know that ghost is me.  And I will never be set free
     As long as I'm a ghost that you can't see.

    Such a good song! I learned not too long ago that the original (or so i'm guessing) is by Johnny Cash. The first time i heard it, it was a dancish type version, by a woman.  I was bored, and in the need of something new, there happened to be a Johnny Cash cd sitting in front of me, so i put it in.  It's actually pretty good.  My favourite is "Further On Up The Road". 

    Okay, this is the only time I will talk about him openly.  It has taken a while, but i've finally realized, and actually grasped the realization, that he's not worth my time or my thoughts.  It's time to move on, and  think of him as a part of my past, a bittersweet memory if you will.

     Woo! on day 10 in a row of work.  I get Sunday off. yay!  Okay, so work is getting better, truely.  There's only 1 coworker i can't stand now.  He's a driver, and he's just...ugh!  When he talks, he mumbles, I swear he thinks he's half black or something, I can't even begin to describe him...he uses words like "sup", with the head nod..you know..you think you're cool when you're SO off.  All i've heard him talk about is parties, how tired he is because he had a party last night ( he apparently has parties every night with buddies), being drunk, having hangovers, women (really disrespectfully too...makes me want to slap him), oh yeah..and every other work is fuck or shit. whats up with that?! drives me insane! Oh yeah..and today he was like "yeah..this one time me and my boy went to Toronto.."..i almost burst out laughing..you know..he almost looks like a pirate..but no one of those handsome i could take you home pirates...the dirty kind you want to throw overboard. lol...not saying he's hideous or anything..just *shudders*..going to stop thinking about that now. 

     And August really has been the month of outdoors, so far. :) I've gone for a bikeride, which i've told about, and gone swimming the past two days..i even did some work in the garden today...it was getting out of hand...i had to do something.  I feel like baking something, but I don't know if we have the right ingredients for baking...hmm...i should check that out tomorrow.

     I've made it a weekly thing to sleep at my brother's house once a week if I can, him and his girlfriend are awesome.  Plus, come september, who knows how often i'll see them, Laurie will be in school again, and John will probably have a job, if his search prevails. I see a new movie every time i go over there...last time it was Donnie Darko (amazing).  This week it will be V for Vendetta.  Heh, they introduced me to Celebrity Jeopardy from SNL...funny stuff! they make Sean Connery out to be such a dirty man.   It amuses me.  I think i might be hanging around Laurie too often...I'm starting to use the adjectives "happy" and "angry" much to often. lol..that's how she describes things..its cute..but its her..not me.

     Anyways, this entry is long enough for now. I shall return.

     I was actually active today:D I went for a bike ride from my house, to brunette park, then around brunette, and home again. I was SO incredibly hot by the time i got home, thought I was going to pass out. lol. Anyways, went i went home i jumped in the pool, the water was perfect.
     I forgot how much I liked brunette park. It's beautiful. oo! I saw my first actual chipmunk today! (i've seen them before, but only on movies. lol) I also saw a deer. Well, rather it saw me. I only realized it was there because it started to run away, but I still got a really close view of it.
    After the pool, I went to piano, then work.  This is the 7th day of work in a row. I wonder when my next day off will be.  It isn't that bad working every day, especialy when you only work 3 hours a day, but it kind of seems like a waste of time, except for the fact that i'm getting paid.
     Needless to say, i'm pretty tired right now. lol, yet i got a burst of typing energy from somewhere...maybe the sub I ate, or the pop i'm drinking. lol.
     Tomorrow is the first of august! Should students be celebrating or crying? one month of summer left, yet one month of summer has gone by.

Today's Song that is Stuck in my Head: Listen To Your Heart

     Today, was a shopping day:) Spent WAY too much money, but I got a lot of stuff, mostly clothes. I ended up buying 3 pairs of jeans, 5 tops, and 6 pairs of socks.  After the clothes store, I went to HMV. I bought Donnie Darko (amazing movie!),  Pretty in Pink, and Rocky Horror Picture Show (on recommendation from a friend). I wonder if I have any money left in my chequing account...ah well...I get paid next saturday.
     I don't mind work as much as I did before, it's getting better. I burned myself again today, not near as badly as last time though.  Come to think of it, i burned myself last saturday too, keeping it consistant;)  I might actually get trained as a cook soon:D which means, longer hours and more money. yay!
     I'm learning how to play Can't Take It by All American Rejects on the piano, not making much progress though.  However, today I figured out a new part of Listen to Your Heart.  I wanted to attempt singing as I played, but there were people home.
     I hung out with Nan today for a bit, she really made me wish I had my license.  I was talking about how I went to the mall today, and she said that she's wanted to go to the mall for a while, but, when she mentioned it to my Aunt, my aunt just kind of blew her off.  And she asked my mom because my moms been working days, and because of other family related things.  Sure, Nan may be getting older (she'll be 88 in september), but she's still spry, for the most part.  I'd gladly go with her, she's awesome.  A strong, stubborn Scottish woman.

      Hey. I'm pretty new to the whole Live Journal thing. If anyone has any advice , or would be willing to answer my questions on format and such, please let me know. It'd be greatly appreciated.
      I really feel like dancing and singing right now, got a random burst of energy. hehe. However, I don't really have alot to say right now, so,I'll be back later, maybe with something to say.